Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Running Away From You

Trap in the world of your dreams
The darkness it beholds
Swallowing the sounds of my scream,
And now it’s gone unheard.


You are everywhere
Smiling and staring at me
Your dark shadow I see
Coming closer to me


Running away from you I tried
And yet my feet are tied
Drowning every second that I breathe
Trying to escape from your beasts


Wake me up before I die
In my deep sleep that I cried
In my last strength I got to break through
Before I’m going under…

Roses

O Sweet red roses,
Thou art gifted with beauty,
Yet cursed with thorns,
Lover adores thee,
Raising thee high;
Above the pedestal,
Devoted to thy beauty.


O Sweet red roses,
How full of beauty art thou,
Still thy beauty shall not last,
Engulf by thy thorns,
Thou suffocate thyself,
Thy beauty shall be a memory,
To those who revere thee.


O Sweet red roses,
A symbol of love,
Thy splendor shall remain,
From generations to come,
Thou shall be a marvel,
Until the end of time.

Loneliness...

Oh twinkling stars shine so bright,
Please keep me company through the night,
Can’t bear this loneliness, its’ killing me,
The only nightmare I refuse to see.


Walking through the valley of darkness,
It all seems to be so hopeless,
Don’t walk far away from me,
Leaving me behind when I couldn’t see.

Depression...

Deny everything including the truth,
Refuse to believe even with proof,
Defying myself, defying others,
I live to lie, even to myself.


Such a fool, have I become,
Blinded myself with tales of tale,
To what a being have I become,
A monstrous creature came down from hell.


I shall drown in my mirror of darkness,
Suffocate in my river of tears,
Living my life full of pain,
I decide to put it to an end.

Raging Fire

The feeling of envy builds inside of me…
Like fire it burns my soul…
Take me out and save me…
For I long for my salvation…


All alone I cried…
Praying that you’re here…
Pretending its’ ok…
Knowing that hope will soon be here…
Somehow it seems like it’s over…


Trapped in the thorn of your love,
I scream for you…
Though many tears have I shed…
I know you will never be here.

Torn...

I woke up all alone,
In a forest so forlorn,
Just to find myself,
Surrounded by protruding thorns.


Confused by reality and dream,
I looked right through my premonition,
Shouldn’t let u conquer me completely,
Now my life has crushed between your fingers.


In your sweet solitary confinement,
Tormented by the remnants of your love,
The agony and pain you’ve given me,
Is slowly killing me inside.

Last Call

My life seems to be so obscure,
And I just can’t convey,
As all the leaves in the summer’s day,
Blown away by the autumn wind.
All that was and is to come,
Now has just fades away.

Trap in the malicious world,
Turn myself to a callous being,
Fallen angel at my feet,
Whispering sweetly to my ear.
Smell of death is drawing near,
Once emerge, there’s no turning back.